Losing Your Rhythm

Ever have one of those days (mornings) where you totally lose your rhythm? I’ve been out of work so long, or at least of out the sort of work that makes you get up in the morning on someone elses terms, that I have forgotten how to do it. I woke up and thought to myself “what now?” I honestly didn’t know what to do. I really should have written it down from when I was working so I could go back and have a reference. Do you shower first? or eat? or make lunch?

These are things I think about. Yes, I do scare myself.