Author name: Arcterex

Be still my numbed brain.

2:44am Geek self doubt comes when you have to do something you know you need to do but are petrified of the consequences. Scared that you’re not good enough to come out the winner on the other end. Scared shitless that when you rip your heart out and put it on the table for someone

Today I will speak on Geek Self Doubt(tm) and Geek Insecurity(tm). However, not right now, as I’m at work. When I get back tonight though. Strangely enough, this has nothing to do with me this time, honest, it’s brought on by others, no, not even the ones who you think it’s about, but others (yes,

Wow. Home sweet home. More of a wrap up available here [archive.org link]. After the expo I headed to a place near LA to visit a friend of mine. Except for the (literal) hours of walking around in search of things like colleges, backpacks, internet terminals and combs, I had a great time. A $30 cab

00:56am Well I finally got everything all ready for the trip tomorrow (today)…. got back around midnight and have spent the last hour or so frantically packing, writing notes for roomie*, getting money, passport, clothing, toothbrush, cell phone recharger, etc all ready. Wonder what I forgot? Said goodbye to one of my best friends for

1:40am On the other side of the glass from you I screamed But you didn’t notice and just walked away Pardon my random thoughts at this late hour. Ok people, it’s very very easy. You go into the underground parking, and stop in from of the keypad. You put in your secret 4 digit code